I am feeling rather depressed today. My PT, Shannon, pointed out some truths to me about my "lack of compliance" with my exercise routine. She sees right through me. She's good. And she isn't even a specialist with MS! Still, she certainly hit on my buttons, in a very kindly way, as we discussed the ebbs and flows that is MS. Why am I not doing my home exercises? I don't know. Because I don't believe that they will keep me from getting worse, I guess. In my heart of hearts I feel it is inevitable - getting worse. I have seen it - too much of it - it will happen to me, too. And I guess I feel that there's not anything I can do that will change that. So, I don't bother. I started out with high hopes, and I was getting stronger. . . THEN, I got that damned sinus infection which pretty much put me back where I was. I guess I'm feeling, "What's the point?" Of course, I know that if I continue the way I have been - not doing much of ...
Hi Webster,
ReplyDeleteThanks so very much for this award, I am almost speechless.
It really is a surprise, blimey!
Came over real quick when I read the words ''oh, fearless one''
Thought oh she's teasing me, great! and then came here and saw this wonderful heart award, and was so surprised and moved by this.
Well that was not the start, I was expecting, how lovely!
Hope you have a good day, I intend to enjoy mine.
Love,
Herrad
You are most welcome, Herrad.
ReplyDeleteI admire your strength so much.
As I am a nightowl who lives across the world from you, I am just heading for bed! I will have sweet dreams, and will enjoy my new comforter now that the weather has returned to its normal chilly self.
Blimey indeed, herrad, you are always so sweet when you comment. Many will read your blog and wonder how you stay so sweet. The big heart award says it all. Clap clap. Now go get drunk!
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