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I saw my neurologist yesterday and the results of my exam were that nothing had changed, except that I am walking slower, but that could also be attributed to the minor modification DH made to my walker - he moved the back wheels from the outside to the inside so it would fit through the bathroom door. That's a good thing, but it also means that I bump into the wheel with my left foot when I try to walk a little faster, which is frustrating. I am thinking of having him change them back, at least until we need a means to transport me into the bathroom. Right now I can get in there on my own with the three wheel walker (with NO seat) just fine. No changes in my meds. Still on the Copaxone (DMD), baclofen (spasticity), zoloft (depression), diazepam (spasms at night), temazepam (to sleep), ritalin (to stay alert), and vitamin D (apparently good for MS - who knew?). The good news is that BG12 should be available sometime in March. There is some sort of back-log with the powers that be...

And here I sit at my computer, an aging laptop whose keys don't ll work, like that missing 'a' just there. That is one of the reasons I haven't written much lately. I'm a perfectionist and that is one of my strengths, but also one of my greater weaknesses. It couples well with procrastination,   don't you think? It may be the source of my procrastination, well, strike that - it IS the source of my procrastination. I don't just want to write some slop, some drivel, so I wait until I have something to say, and then I never do ... hve something to say. Just so you know, I am not going to go back to fix the errant a's that didn't type out. And I am going to do a stream of consciousness post, as most of them are, because I post out of guilt that I haven't posted in so long. So blah blah blah. ***** [where the eff is paragraph style???] I have been so very lazy lately (the past many months) that I haven't really done much of anything. I hav...