I am feeling rather depressed today. My PT, Shannon, pointed out some truths to me about my "lack of compliance" with my exercise routine. She sees right through me. She's good. And she isn't even a specialist with MS! Still, she certainly hit on my buttons, in a very kindly way, as we discussed the ebbs and flows that is MS. Why am I not doing my home exercises? I don't know. Because I don't believe that they will keep me from getting worse, I guess. In my heart of hearts I feel it is inevitable - getting worse. I have seen it - too much of it - it will happen to me, too. And I guess I feel that there's not anything I can do that will change that. So, I don't bother. I started out with high hopes, and I was getting stronger. . . THEN, I got that damned sinus infection which pretty much put me back where I was. I guess I'm feeling, "What's the point?" Of course, I know that if I continue the way I have been - not doing much of ...
Thank you Webster, that was very sweet of you. I accept, even if it was just presented to shut me up. ;-)
ReplyDeleteHey, I did the "Eye tail yan" type of hug over there, kissing you once on each cheek...so I added TWO!
ReplyDeleteNot just that, Anne, but because you deserved it. Really.
ReplyDeleteThanks Linda. I felt them. You're getting much stronger, aren't you? AND kisses! I'm speechless. (or should be, huh?)
Thank you Webster. I'd like to thank the academy, my parents, and....oh gosh....i guess this means you like me! You really really like me!
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Lazy "I don't mind Pity Awards" Julie
LOL Congrats to all. All MS bloggers deserve an award just for HAVING MS.
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